Ontem aconteceram certas situações que me fizeram repensar muita coisa, principalmente na minha forma de conduzir minha vida e meus sentimentos...
Por isso decidi viajar amanhã para elevar o espírito, buscar dentro de mim algo que está perdido a muito tempo e que agora eu preciso resgatar...
Admito que não gosto muito da ideia de sair de perto do Lucas por tantos dias, mas neste momento o melhor prá ele é ficar longe de mim, minha energia ainda está muito instável, e não tenho sido uma boa mãe como sempre fui.
Fugindo? Não...
Buscando uma reclusão necessária para ganhar forças e seguir adiante, afinal meu fóco agora são meus concursos.
Bebida? Chega por hora, beber para dormir e esquecer não resolve problemas, pelo contrário, cria outros maiores...
Enfim, arrumando a mala, com o espírito cheio de esperanças de que ao me jogar no mar boa parte da minha tristeza vai ir embora com a maré...
See you next week people!
Set Fire To The Rain Adele
I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell, you rose to claim it,
It was dark and I was over,
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me,
My hands, they were strong, but my knees were far too weak,
To stand in your arms without falling to your feet,
But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true,
And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win,
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried,
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name,
When laying with you I could stay there,
Close my eyes, feel you here forever,
You and me together, nothing is better,
'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true,
And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win,
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried,
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames,
Well, I felt something die,
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time,
Sometimes I wake up by the door,
And heard you calling, must be waiting for you,
Even that when we're already over,
I can't help myself from looking for you,
I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touch your face,
Well, it burned while I cried,
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames,
Well, I felt something die,
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh,
Oh, no,
Let it burn, oh,
Let it burn,
Let it burn
